Thursday, July 08, 2010

In a NUTSHELL

Have I ever discussed the purpose of my blog?

When I was a kid I used to have diaries. My mother (a teacher) encouraged me to do so and enhance my writing skills (if I had any) but most especially because I am (allegedly) an A student and I have to develop my spelling skills. Gotcha!

Anyway, as I grew older I had journals and you could just imagine how elated I was when I found out about blogging several years ago. Ha!

The only problem is: People will know how I think which is a disadvantage for in war, it is better to keep people guessing. Strike them when they least expect it, so they say. But now that people will pick on my small brain, they have the edge to fight my battle.

Ha Ha Ha Ha!

So there, let me tell you something about me. I dont care! I dont give a shit! I only care for people who care about me. I reciprocate! My mother is my number one fan!

My sibs love me only because we are related. Ha Ha Ha!
My friends love me...do they? Ha Ha Ha!
Beamer loves me because...he said so! Ha Ha Ha!

Where was I?

Sorry, that was my alter ego!

You might think I am bipolar but I guess I am not. I always blame it on my alter-ego!The Catherine Zeta-Jones look alike!


A few things about me:



 
I love myself! The greatest love of all is self-love for how can you love others if you do not love yourself?

I love my family! They keep me grounded. They criticize me big time but bear this in mind: My biggest critic is MYSELF!

I love Beamer! The guy who rocks my world! The man who spells my being! My One true love!
I love my friends! For loving me for who I am and not for what they can get from hanging out with me! Which makes me wonder, what do they get? Ha Ha Ha!

I read a lot of books! My favorite authors are Sidney Sheldon, Jackie Collins, Paolo Coelho, Danielle Steele and some bubblegum books like Laura Weisbergers (Devil wears PRADA and Chasing Harry Winston) and some self-help books.

My literary Goddess is Jessica Zafra. She ROCKS! You might find a bit of her on this blog!
I love accesories! My friend Champion once said, "If you are in doubt, accessorize!" I used to just wear silver accessories when I was a kid, maybe because I have pawned all of my gold accessories including my mom's which infuriates her. I was a rebel child. Definitely not a good role model! Anyway, I am emotionally inclined to Gold of all colors nowadays. Oh! And I love Sapphire! Its my birthstone!

I love bags! But I am personally drawn to clutches! It looks FAB! 



I eat a lot of peanuts. I gorge with chocolates (especially Ferrero and Godiva, YUM!)

I cook a mean pasta! I love to cook and bake! I can cook various Filipino food and really Yummy desserts!

I hate hypocrites and drama queen and people who think of themselves as victims. Heller! You only live once, you have to deal with your issues as fast as you can!

I am bossy and dominant. Beamer agree but he thinks Im also sweet and charming and naturally good. Ha Ha Ha! My 2nd biggest fan after my mom! Thats why I love them both to bits!

I am paranoid! I can feel it when people talk about me. I can sense that they are insecure and they hate me because they can never be as vocal as me. I am the person they love to hate! Yay!
My mother thinks that if people are nice to me, I am really nice to them as well. However, if someone displays dislike to me and worse, choose me as their enemy, my mother thinks I am the spawn of Lucifer! Ha Ha Ha!
I think that my grandmother (father's side) is a one-of-a-kind person. She was loving, forgiving and has the kindest heart spared for me...(Which brought us again to, I love people who love me...yay!)

I collect stamps, postcards, coffee mugs and photographs (mostly of myself).

I am a hardworker and an over-achiever. I like to be ahead. In my younger years, I am sort of always thinking of my friends first before myself but then I realized that they can easily move forward while I am stagnant with my obsolete thoughts. So I decided, go with the flow and do whatever the Romans are doing.




To say that I love SHOES...is an understatement! I can run, gallop and sprint with high heels. Ha Ha Ha!

The purpose of my blog is the same as the purpose of my diaries and my journals.
1.) To serve as the outlet for my pain, frustrations, desperations, struggles, drama and some happiness. Translation: FREE psychiatrist.
2.)To immortalize myself. So that when I die, people might (just might) read it and the memory lives on. So, hold on to this Journey. Its going to be a rough ride!

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