BORED

I have been blogging for Addicted to High Heels since March 2010 but it was only since June 2010 that I started getting serious.

There is nothing new with my life right now. But I am in high hopes that something good will happen with this miserable life.

Don't get me wrong. I am appreciative of things. I have a good job and 2010 proved a good year because I have been promoted earlier on. I am in an ideal relationship with Beamer who loves me for what I am and not for what I can offer. I am happy with what I have, but I have to be honest, I want more.

I want a higher salary with probably a good position in the hospitality industry. I wanted to work harder than I am working right now, just so I could buy shoes and make my family happy. But above all, I just want to be with Beamer.

Is it too much to ask to be with him? Is it too much to ask to have an immediate access to smooch? I would like to be with him, so when he smile, I would see it up close. I would like to be hold his hand if he is sad. Make him dinner when he is tired and just lay on the couch watching TV.

I also told Beamer that I am a nagger and he just shrugged, saying: "At least if you're here, you will be nagging me in person."
Isn't he the SWEETEST?

I feel today that I am way too near being with Beamer. I have high hopes. Crossing my fingers. Praying Hard.

So now, let me lead my life towards that goal. Let me enjoy the days and reminisce the past.

Allow me to leave a few of these:

1.) My Life in Dubai
2.) Places I Visited
3.) Shoes I wore
4.) Dresses I Donned
5.) Friends I gained
6.) My Sibs
7.) Beamer
8.) More of Beamer
9.) My Life in the Philippines
10.) If you are lucky, a bit of my Mom
11.) My Mess
12.) My Plans
13.) My Food
14.) My Angst
15.) My Secrets

Oh Come on! Bear with me and my eccentricities! I am bored! Bored as Hell!